Friday 27 June 2014

Anger Management

I need.

Have been frustrated easily recently on little things especially when some one drinks (and finishes) my green tea in the fridge!!! And, finishing Ribena at the same time.... AND I HAVE NOTHING TO DRINK!

Angry.


Saturday 21 June 2014

30 Weeks 3 Days


Pre-pregnancy Weight: 55kg
Current Weight 63kg ~ 64kg
Total weight gained so far: 9kg.

Little Chloe kicks A.L.O.T.
Her kicks are strong and getting stronger, feels as if she wants to rip my tummy apart. Sorry darling, I don't blame you cuz I know you're feeling so cramp inside.

67 days to go, (approx 10 weeks), I'm in my 30th Week now.

So far I have not feel baby turning down.
According to source (BabyCentre) baby will gain weight fast. Lungs and digestive tract are nearly mature and she's probably been able to open and shut her eyes. She can see light!

Gaining 450g a week is quite normal during the last three months. 
Now is her final growth spurt before she's born.

I still have 10 weeks to go, means another 4.5kg???










Anyway, some updates.
Next gynae appointment is in two weeks time, and by then if baby still not engaged (head down), then c-section is the next option. I told hubb that I'm ok as long as baby is healthy and born well. I don't wanna risk being in an emergency operation if I insist on natural birth.

Sleep is going fine ever since I changed my position. Now the fan is blowing on my face directly! Unhealthy I know, but I'm too warm to fall asleep.Good days will be me falling asleep before baby wakes up. Her movements kept me awake. But when I'm in sleep, I don't really bother much unless she is partying inside.

 I do not wake up to pee (yet) but my friends that is due in August, are waking up to visit the loo quite frequently. I must say I have a big bladder. Or I might not have drank enough fluid. Any way, things are still fine. 

I started develop one small stretched mark (less than 1 cm la). 
How amazing!

I have really bad appetite. Really bad. I feel pukish again at times, especially to certain food on random basis. Fishy smells turns me off totally and if affected my mood directly and indirectly. I need medicated oil. 

Due to the weather and the increasing weight, and the heat within myself, I am almost getting frustrated with small stuff easily. But I'm still cool. I can control my temper. Just don't feel very good in my heart, but I keep reminding myself that it's due to the weather and I shouldn't express my anger on the people I love.

The weather is killing me!
Nose bleed two days ago. How heaty I am!

Lastly, I still have a long list of items to prepare for baby's arrival.
And my hospital bag ~ ~ ~

Monday 16 June 2014

Wedding Photos



Notice I did not publish any wedding photos publicly.
Suddenly missing that period when I'm so busy arranging for our wedding stuff, photos and running around searching high and low for the snack bar and etc.

Suddenly all these became so-far-away memory.

Such a waste that Niki and Winter couldn't join us for this photoshoot.



And, looking back at these photos, I notice how slim I was back then........ COMPARING TO NOW.






After being single for a while, finally promoted to someone's wife, now a housewife, and going to be a mum in two month's time. How time flies. Wonder if I can do a good job in educating our child. 

Looking forward.

Monday 9 June 2014

Things No One Told You About Big Tummy

I really need to pen this down.

As baby bean gets bigger, she kicks and digs around, and it CAN be felt. Especially. At. Night.

I can't sleep. 

But I'm one of the lucky ones whom didn't need to work, so I can take a nap during noon time.

But you know that awful feeling when you're so so tired but can't sleep? Niki, Winter and hubb slept like nobody's business and there I am, counting sheep. 

Another thing is SHOWER . 

I haven't been able to wash my feet lately.

Wearing clothes became a chore. Too.

All due to the bulging tummy.








It really felt like carrying a watermelon. I can't move too fast as the tummy will swing - literally. No you can't see it, but I can feel it inside. I can't bend down to pick things up (have to squat, which is super ugly). I can't cross my legs when I sit. I can't slouch, it will press down onto the bladder which is super uncomfortable.

So, baby, I'm looking forward to your arrival and all these will go back in place.

Tuesday 3 June 2014

28 Weeks (Appointment)

Officially 7th Month Old. :)
Can you see the face?
Baby is happily moving and kicking, opening and closing her mouth during the scan. Eyes look big and nose quite long ah! And from the scan, she look quite chubby and maybe have a longer face (unlike my round face)! Can't wait to see her in two months' time!

Time passes, quickly, yet slowly.

Anyway, baby bean sitting at 1.2kg, good growth, and have not turned downwards yet. Gynae mentioned that we have one more month to go, if she doesn't rotate, C-section we will go.

Hubbs asked what changes during the pass one month for the good growth (last month she was smaller in size), and I told him "Lunch!" ... Yes I've been skipping lunch in the past coz appetite didn't pick up. So we ordered tingkat (lunch catering) everyday and I was somewhat forced to eat. 

Be good girl, little one. Please grow well!


Some updates; 
Tummy is getting heavier and bulkier, sleeping became a problem since I have two monkeys fighting to sleep beside me every night. They both like squeezing with me hoping I will cuddle them to sleep. Major headache. But anyway, since I'm not working (fortunately!) I get to rest during the day.

Not much cravings still, but I tend to snack more on chips and crackers. Love sweet stuff as usual, yogurt to replace ice creams now.

Sunday 1 June 2014

Another Baby Fair

I want to stab myself.
But it's ok, just another two months to go.

For memory's sake, here's a super ballooned me.

When water retention steps in, you can't do anything but to drink more water, AND DON'T WEAR MATERNITY CLOTHES!!!



Went to the baby fair and got the mattress for the baby cot. (FINALLY I FOUND!!!) And got some diaper samples for newborn. Here's my collection of stuff till date (excluding baby cot)


TADAA~ More to come in July.